It’s not long from today
I remember you saying
“You’re worth it all”
“ I love you and I always will”
“Please don’t ever leave me”
Looks like people really do change
Why did you leave without an explanation?
Now I’m all alone when it was supposed to be us
Sometimes the grief doesn’t come to me
I go to you, in my head, and hold your hand
Sometimes, I like to indulge in grief
But now the reason of my existence seems to be lost
My ears are craving to hear from you
Something I’ve been longing to hear from a long time
But all I receive is something enough to twist the knife already stuck in my heart
“You’re not even worth my hate”
Maybe that’s what I’m worth
Nothing at all
But thank you for making it seem that I was
Worth of love, worth the fight
And Worth living all along
-Twist the knife in my heart
~SOMYA
